"kantarell" and bacon pie!

For you who don't know what kantareller is, it is a Swedish yellow amazing mushroom that taste heavenly... So when I got home I started on dinner, when the pie was in the oven I did the washing up, cleaning and folding laundry, so now the house is tidy again :D only need to put in a washing mashine, but the evening has other plans than hanging clothes so that will have to wait.

I also fixed my new watch so it now suits my wrist and organised a tiny bit in the wardrobe, Woop Woop!

I do need to do some food shopping an then the evening can begin!

Changes is neccessary

I know some people have a hard time understanding other people putting all money on clothes and material things, and I will try to explain my point of view. Had this discussion briefly with a colleague today and that’s why it came to my mind J

I love clothes, shoes, bags, jewellery and just everything you can spend money on really. But for me it is not (only haha) about the fashion and beauty, for me it is spending money on a change. I need something new in my life every now and then, something exciting and something to look forward to, that is what gives me a thrill. Even if it is going food shopping it gives me a satisfaction feeling as I can decide when I want to try something new, what I can cook and bake that is different, new spices with different food. It gives me a sort of control out of it and I have a plan for the future week’s worth of food.

It is the same with clothes, I very very very easily get bored and cannot sit still at some points because I need that change in my life. I cannot get hung-up by watching TV every day after work, and then go to bed. It works maybe 2-3 times a week, but after that I feel that I am not achieving what I want with life and that I am just wasting it. I want to be able to look back at my life and be happy, or if something happens to me I want to look down (hopefully not up hahaha) and be proud. Life is such an thrilling thing to live, and therefore I want to live it. I don’t want to regret that I didn’t do stuff,  I rather regret that I did it. Not to accomplish anything and not to get any memories is just silly, that is throwing away your life. And some people might think that is what I am doing with clothes and other material things. But in my eyes I am not, I have a memory from my crazy period where I had a new outfit almost every day. Even if it is to buy new buttons to a jacket that gives me a thrill, I get excited for almost nothing and I am like a child but I do need it more but in small doses. To buy a new top and get excited to wear it the next day is something that makes me happy, as well as knowing that I have salmon in the fridge and will do an really good dish or something silly like that. It is mainly my childish way of thinking, but it is still very important for me as I need that opportunity to change, to have control over what I do with my life. It is so common to be lazy because that is the fastest way out.

I know sometimes you have days you just don’t want to do anything, and I do too. But to know that you wasted a good day just kills something inside of me... And then to ease that feeling I buy stuff, because I have use for it in the future and I have something to look forward to. I know, I won’t remember the top I am wearing today in 10 years time, but I will remember how colourful I was summer 2012 (not all days but still haha). I will remember the good times wearing this top, maybe I even remember the panic I had a few mornings when I couldn’t find any clothes to wear even I had the entire wardrobe full. Its just something small and silly, but my point is that I need something new in my life... New haircut, different chewing gum, new jeans, cook something new, just something that makes my day more significant and less boring for me.

I am the most impatient person ever, and I want things now now NOW! Same as a change, so instead of changing major things in my life that lasts for longer, I’ll go for smaller opportunities that I know will put a smile on my face. Even going out somewhere different in a car makes me happy! It is so weird and hard to explain for someone who doesn’t think the same, but I think it is fear of not achieving something new.  

My life is made for change, for living and for memories. I am creating them by my hobby (clothes) and to try something new every day. Some people despite change, and I live on it. Without change I would feel like I am ruining my life, like I have been given something that I throw away. For me, clothes is like a help regards to that, they are my rescue from a dull life. Plus, I look pretty in them and I can change them how much I want to without hurting anyone!

Change for me is necessary to that point I need it almost everyday, therefore material things is there to simplify it for me. I do some pretty massive things now and then as well, but that is maybe once a month. I wonder if there is a disease that makes me the way I am? Hmm, good one to look into!

Kind of, not sure if that made sense for you, but at least it is a try to an explanation haha I always get out of hand as well when I write, I easily go out of context.. So sorry about that J Im just way too busy to go back changing it as I have other stuff to focus on ;)

A ring turned in to... *dadada daaaa* an Accurist watch!

So, the ring I was going to exchange wasn’t in stock anymore so I went for a watch instead. I like the manly look of it and it is very heavy :D

Also something I know many people don’t like mixing, is silver and gold. But I really did enjoy it on this watch as it is the best of both worlds and the gold is more a detail and a decoration. I could not wear it with other gold jewellery as it is not mainly gold, but it will look soo good with a few plain silver bracelets or something with black details (as the clock-face is black).

Oh I can not wait to change the size and wear it now! I finally have 2 real watches, and not any bad fake ones that moldes away.. haha I love my Fossil watch and now my Accurist. I had a silver one from Next but that one is losing its colour so I will happily replace it with this one :D Oh happy days! A tiny names-day present for myself, instead of the chocolate haha

Holiday, Menorca!

I did also forget to say, that there is now a trip booked to Menorca!! OOHH YEAH BAAAABYYY!! I can not wait, I need some sun on me, I feel pale and just boring.. I want my good pigment to get some sunshine so I can get some lovely colour on me, I don’t really like the fact to be in a sun bed these days... And fake tan only look orange, at least on me, plus I miss shit loads of spots.

BUT NOW, DADADADAAAAAAHH, MENORCA!

The Villa we are staying at looks really good as well and I just want to lay in the pool all day! And cocktails, oh I am longing for a holiday in the sun! Going in the beginning of September, and will just live life. I’ve heard that they have an amazing club as well, built in to a cave...

Wow, bring me September now! Only one month left J

But I do need to buy a bikini, I always manage to lose one of the parts and end up with only the top or bottom...

And this is the Villa we will be staying at, looks soooo good! 

http://www.ownersdirect.co.uk/balearics/b4178.htm

Namnsdag!

Wow, I got a email from a Swedish company giving me some discount as it is my Name day today! Woop Woop for me :D

Im not sure which countries has a Name Day, but in Sweden almost everyone has a day to celebrate their name. Some of them are in the calendar and some of them is not, but you still celebrate them at a specific day. So I think I will dig into a chocolate box that I bought myself (I haven’t bought it yet, I might do, but it is just so sad haha), as no one in England knows that it is my day today.. haha, just kidding, Im not that lonley!

Some info about my name:

Kajsa is a woman's name, a nickname form for Karin, but it has been used as a baptismal name since the mid 1500's. It has the same meaning as Karin, "pure, chaste".
Alternative spellings are Kajsa, Kaysa, Cajsa, Caisa, Kajza, Cayza and Caysa. Kajsa was quite rare until about 20 years ago. Since the end of the 1980s is the name pretty steady just above 50th in the rankings. There are 11 136 women who have the first name Kajsa. Of these, 7943 the name Kajsa as first name.

Pink, yellow, pink, yellow

Yes, I dared to go for pink shoes as well!
"I feel good, dadadadaaaaa" haha
And one on me trying to take a pic on my shoes ;) my treat!

Daily outfit

Today, all yellow and pink haha
But I still haven't decided which shoes to go for...
Oh well, my yellow pants and pink top matches my nail polish and watch :D
Do I dare to go for pink shoes?
Naah, maybe black pumps, I can't be too summery... Let's see ;)

And you can see my ponytail thingy in one pic, a very bad pic but still haha
I really like it, and I will wear it more often! Maybe not so noticeable, but stylish :)

I did try to take a cool pic on my makeup as well, but I'll try that later. It's brown, greyish with a bit of orange in it, I really like it! Would have put eyeliner on the top lid as well, but I shouldn't do that the first day my lashes are on as when I will wash it of it might break the glue...